It makes me very, very sad that you could only last a week with us before runing away, but I think I understand. Family life, to you, is foreign and terrifying. Running or lockdown are the only things you know. I just wish you had stuck it out a little longer. I wish I had had more time to love you. I know you long for love deep down, but it’s hard for you to accept it.
I’m really gonna miss you, J. I hope the police find you quickly. I hope you are safe.