I miss you so much, and it kills me to see the tailspin that you’ve dropped into. I wish I had more hope for you, sweetheart, but I think this is how it’s going to be. I think that you might be one of the kids that ends up in jail. It’s like watching a trainwreck and not being able to do a thing to stop it. I would do almost anything to help you, T, but at this point I have no options left. You’ve taken the options from everyone around you who wants to help you. You are bent on self-destruction.
Please, my T, try and be safe. If you have any control over yourself at all at this point, please just try and be safe.