I know how scared you are. I know that the fear is overtaking you, and making you act out.
That doesn’t change the fact that you are being an epic bitch, but I do get it.
You are kind of like a pet hedgehog I had. I would spend hours with the little guy on my lap trying to get him to unroll, but at the slightest movement he would freak out and get mad. It was a fear reaction, just like you are having now.
I know it’s futile to say, but I wish you would trust us. Give us a chance to prove ourselves. I know that ultimately, it’s just going to take time, but it drives me bonkers to see how much pain you are in.